(Vol -1 )  "Take away my will Krsna, I am Yours. Force me to do what is right and best. Use me as you like. You be my intelligence. You be my mind. You act as my will. I don't know what is best for me. In this lifetime I am trying so hard and nothing is working.

I ask you to put me in the right place at the right time for the right thing. Whatever is best, whether it is auspicious or inauspicious, bring upon me what I need. My desire, my intelligence, even my will-they are all contaminated

I offer them all to you, my dear Lord Syamasundara. I am Yours. You do with me what is best. Help me to be eager to accept not in a grudging mood, but with real zeal and enthusiasm, as / submit myself and ask You what can I do?"
 
(Vol- 2)  His words cut to the core of me... "For decades, your spiritual master has been begging, screaming and crying to the Supreme Lord on your behalf even more loudly and more feelingly than you have cried. Your spiritual master's pitiful begging for your deliverance is what sent me here to free you.
 
You see, you were a beggar who did not know how to beg. But, fortunately for you, the cries of your spiritual master pierced the many thick lavers of the material universe and summoned my intervention. Ultimately, it was these cries of your spiritual master that actually saved you, for although he is a fully realized soul, his softened heart knows the humble art of begging."
---From Chapter 2, "Give Up Your Improper Desires"

“My dear and special friend, this indescribably healing love is also available to you. So, instead of continually analyzing and pondering the problems that are surrounding us, learn how to channel your energy into crying out for the masters' association.
 
I assure you that when you do this with sincerity, you will become fully enlivened and refreshed, immune to and untouchable by any problem, and you will become extremely eager to receive more and more of such blessed fulfillment." - From Chapter 7, "Advice To A Special Friend"